Today got work.... Work OT hahas erM...actully work until vry happy de bUT hais work half waY he call mi u all should knw who is the HE ba tell u all ba (my-Ex) la hais he call mi n tell mi he misss mi lots maybe is bull shit i dunno after tat then still ask mi got New BF anot.. then i sae no then he sae u still waiting for mi ar.. hais what a diff question to ans sO i just sae erm.. i not free now i working now so he sae okay but after work rmb to call mi wor.. he sae.. make my dae sux.. hais FAN La after tat chai li n apple ther both call mi so i keep ask hOW HOW HOW should i call in the end i call he nv put up the phone so HAPPY if not i duno how to talk to him..=) i scare he will sae wanna patch back i scare this words sae out frm his mouth... hais dunoo y maybe i got hurt by him many ttime le ba.. patch 2 time break 2 time heart...hais...maybe is enouughh...le la... i knw i do still miss u.. maybe i do still love u but i dun wish to hurt by u again...u really make my heart beat pump sooo Fast whenever u call mi or what... i wish i was last time wif u inside the lift ther....miSs those day spending wif u....i do rmb every word u told mi..but i knw now is time to wake up...hais StreSs... R u serious wiF mi.. i always ask myslf this question whenever u call mi.... hais... u knw whenever i ned u..u not beside mi... my 1st day go work...i m so scare n stress u not wif mi... my frend go back malaysia wif her hubby i was crying u not wif mi...whenever i miss u.. u not wif mi...what r u expecting mi to do...y should 1 whenever u need mi i should go to ur arm...the last day i cry at ur arm..i promise myslf not to go back to ur aRm anymoRe....but it really take mi 100yrs to totally forget abt u... u always like tat...u dun care mi , u make mi no longer Feel Warm.. always feelling Sooo Cold...haO bu ROng yi de you le Warm..u call mi again..make mi frm heaven jusT fall down to hell...again..feelling cold...maybe Not so fast Recover...u knw i really wan to cry now..i ned shoulder...now... who can help mi...miss u deep but u also hurt mi deep...


today go out wif apple n chaili they all cus i dun feel like staying at home cus i sure 100% thinking of him de whole mind is him....wE go watch 200 pound beauty moive nice Show.. i love it... hahas.. maybe i m happy wif my Sister they all ba..... we siao de the show start at 2.45 we bought the ticket at 2.50..hahas then go up abt 3... cus wE Still go buy Popcorn & hotdoG..this Cl vry funny i sae i buy combo 4 le then combo 4 is hotdog bread wif a drink...u knw what SHE STILL GO buy mi 1 more extral cheess hotDOG make mi siao in the end i eat 2 hotdog...lols she always like tat bluR queen tooo...after tat we go in sit le the door man sae B1 then the siao cl act she vry Clever go b2 n b3 ther she can sae mi whr u gg u knw whr de ma..in the end she saw the ticket is worte b1 so she lan lan lo...ppl sae b1 le nv hear ppl talk de leh still act hero..=x lols so go in she vry hao lian again sae she 100% knw whr the place to sit in the end sit wrng place . . . CL ar dun like tat blur la lols...after tat go find toilet OMG Toilet every lvl LONG Q..... WOr... aftertat i bring them to a toilet at seyu ther haha nt much ppl de Cool... aftertat go take photo.. =.= this cl again laugh until like mad gal hehe.. i still kick her backside hehe.. shh.. dun tell her..then take crazy again..i go ATM withdraw $$ they both go toilet..hehe.. i go out wif no $$.. lucky ar both frend RICH...keep help mi pay first..hoho..in the end i of cus got pay lo... then we go delifrance..eat n drink n chat...after tat...mi n cl go paya lebar eat mac but this apple go home first..we eat 1 meal = apple reach home.. i think cl knw what m i toking ba hahas..aftertat go home...we took bus 24.. i sit infornt cl sit right behide we sit diffent place like dunno each other like tat ahhas...

~suSu~Really Hurt by u Deeply~